update blog time !!!!

already been along time din update my blog,since long time no update my blog so many thing that already happen in my life.Sometime i think is ths the write think i chose in my life?I just live him like that?we know each other for along time n start anderstand what eah other want..but i dont know why i can fall in love with another guy.huh! something that realy sad that had happen in my life.1st time a guy love me untill he try to do something
crazy n now he is in hospital.he have been coma for more then 2 day. I hope god will never take away his life.becouse he is really a caring person. i hope he can find some one that realy better then me.I pray oh god bless him n guide him.i feel so sorry to him n now i can't do ntg!!!

oh god tell me what should i do now?!
he is the longest gu i have been together.we dont even meet each other be4
but i still can feel the love that he give me.But i dont realy appricate it

anything i just hope he can get up n get well soon
so many people waithing you go get get muhd ezad
be strong n fight...
exspacially your mum are really waithing you to get up from the bed

that what i can said
hope you get well soon
i know your strong