tired,lazy

busy with exam

no time to update blog

today only free abit..

erm omg my exam this time going to die,sure bad.hmm misz my gewmok alot now he is working not like last time 24 hour be with me.he is sick but he still have to work 

omg im afraid that make him weak...

today hang out with my friend then come bck around7 them tired owh!!

now after update blog going to msg my gewmok....

vampire gurl

jin vampire,anymay love this alot

1st time edit like that <3

1st time dye mcm tu :(

knpa ya ari ni aq balik skolh msg dye xbls,kol xjwb xprnh dye mm tu
klau x sblm i alik skolh mesti dye dah msg.i isau sgt2 kt dye
xnk kehilangan dye
 takot kehilangan dye
i arap2 sgt dye ley ASAP msg i

i hate wed alot

oh today is realy fucking tired. finish at 3.30
then i have subject tat very bored n sleepy oh my god feel like just wanna sleep in class
something that realy go very sad all my ang pou money finish
now i have no more money huh...
so today i have msg my boo and telling him i wanna work
but he dint say anything,so how ya!!!

actualy so tired want to update my blog but what to do
my boo want to read i have too
he is my everthing he have do what i want
so i have to do what he want..
i dont to break my promise to him

but i dont anderstand why everytime i friend with guy
sure he will say that my boy
sometime quike sad but i know he is just joking


i think that all for today ya
friday going to have text
pray i can do it

aku sayang sgt pada dye

smlm valentine pas2 i pon xdpt la nk sambut ngan syg i 

coz dye xberape sihat.but i dont mind i know that he realy love me

pas2 dye kol sembang2 ngan i 

xlme tiba2 i nmpk ade msg tulis i love you ejat yang antar kt num i  lps tu i bru perasaan dye wat msg copy

i ape agi megamok 

then two of us have big fight sampai dye mintak potos

then on the sport i cut my hand....

i just can't accpt what he just say 

lps tu dye msg i 

dye xnk break dye syg kn i sgt3

so i have forgive him coz i realy love him 

no matter what happen i will never want to lose him

i know may be im not perfect enough but i will try to change to be the best

i love you muhd ezad

i just wish u'r beside me everytime i start my day

valentine

this year is my first year celebrate valentine with him.he is not with me in this 1st valentine,actually im realy sad seing everyone hang out with there boy.i wish can celebrate with him next year!!

i love him alot
he is just like my life
i hope tat he will be mine forever
b pls dont live me alone
i need u to survive
without you im nothing
in 3 month u change me alot
im happy to be with you.althought we dint meet each other since we been togehter

after school aktivity

for you my dear muhd ezad

embun dipagi buta....

menerbarkn bau basah,

Oh tuhan ku amat mencintai dye beriknla aq hidop.

aq takkn sakitkn ati dye,Hukum ku bila terjadi

aku xmuda mencintai

aku xmuda megaku ku mencinta

aku xmuda jatuh cinta

seandainya kita berjodoh kita akn bertemu 

saya caya bahawa kau la jodoh ku sampai ke akhir hayat ku sayang

ku tak akan pernah berpaling darimu

walau kini kau jauh dari diri ku 

mcm mana pon ku ttp sayang kmu

hati ini selalu memanggil nama mu

ku berjanji cinta ku hanya untukmu

ku xsanggup lena tanpamu disisku 

ku akan sentiasa menantimu sayangku

ku buka ati untuk menerima kau seiklas ati

muhd ezad kau la selalu diatiku

selalu bersemi di dalam jiwaku

kau ku tak akan lupa di hidupku

wat selamanyanya

ati ku bahagia saat kau di sisku

tlg jangan meningalkn aku

kenanganmu menyatuh dlm darahku

tak kn pernah terhampus

megapa kau jauh ku merindumu

xdpt ku hidup tanpa senyumanmu,

sayang ku mencintaimu,

cintaku milikmu,

sayang untuk selamanya,

kasih indahnya idopku,

hanya kau la cintaku

walau ragu kita terpisah jauh 

namum ati kita selalu dkt 

bila kau rindu memajam mata dan rasan aku...

kekuatan cinta kita xkn rapuh sayangku 

aku ingin dirimu,dtg dan temui aq kn ku kata pada mu

aku sagat mencintai dirimu

ku akan selalu menjadi bintang mu

menerangi gelap  mimpimu

ku  setia disni menemani mu bila kau sunyi

kini aku milik kamu sayang

usah ragui masa lalu

aku sayang pada muhd ezad airil bin muhd hakimie

saya syg pada muhd ezad dye dah umpama mcm nyawa saya.B bby nk mintak maaf klau bby ade menyakitkn ati b ke kecewakn b...B bby xkn tinggalkn b!!!sbb bby btl2 dah saya b.selama tiga bln kita bersama saya dah melalui mcm2...i xkesah !!

janji saya dpt bersama mu

kau la umpama idop n matiku

tanpa mu idop mu tidak bermakna lagi

kau la segala bgiku

saya xphm kenapa ade je owang ske rosakn kebahagian i

smlm tiba2 i dpt tau ade owang cite kt mama i yang i bercouple dlm fb pas2 melayu bulak

then i pelik mcm mana mama i ley tau padahal abg i tau jenis x kesah i tau bkn abg i ckp

i know one of my relative tell my grand ma then my grand ma bgi tau mama i

knpa mereka mcm tu iti kebahagian i

i dah besar i ley beza ape yg btl dan salah

im already 16...i know i blm umo ckp bebas but im already big inaf to know what is bad n good

tlg la jgn jage tepi kain owang pada siapa mulut mcm cibai yang megadu

klau i tau u spew jgn harap i nk tegur u agi

mampos u punya pasal

my chinesh new year

i celebrate my chinesh new year in ipoh
i went ipoh on the friday....then i enjoy my new year alot..
but still i so bored for me
praise god i dint go anywhere but my ang pou got around rm150


but anyway i thx for my aunt,uncle,grandma,mummy ang people tat know me give me ang pou