cukup indah bersama mu tapi skrg mungkin tidak:(

smlm lps edit blong ku dpt tau dari eman sebernya ezad idop bergantung pada mesin, pas2 klau lagi 2.3 minggu dye x bgun mereka akn cabut semua wayar2 tu.OH TIDAK korang sgt kejam tak kan korang nk tgk ejat mati mcm tu.korang wat mcm tu sbb nk ambik organ dye.ap semua ni u all are to self fish i hate people like tat.satu mlm ku tido xlena ku takot bila ku bkk je mata esok harinya ku dpt tau yang ejat dah xde agi.ku takot akan jadi bgitu.Aku ase cukup bersalah sbb aq dye jadi mcm tu,klau mlm itu ku xtinggalkn dye mseti xkn menjadi mcm tu.semua ni salah ku.sayang tlg la bgun dari koma jgn tido lagi saya xnk tgk dye owang mati kn u ..smlm mcm2  ku terkenang mcm2 kenangan kita berdua walupon xprnh jumpa xpi ku peratama kali syg pada sewoang laki begitu.tambah agi xpernah jumpa.sayang kau cukup indah di idop ku.KU ASE xnk kehilagan mu.di mana ku cari xde lagi cinta mcm kau beri pada ku.xde lagi owang lbh phmku mcm kau phm aq sayang .ku nk sgt selalu ade di sisi mu mase kamu koma xpi.....

ku dah bnyk luka atimu sayang ku nk minta maaf.ku tau kau mestu ley bagun dari koma kn sayang.kmu xkn tinggalkn saya begitu je kn sayang?! eman mintak ku cari peganti xpi ku xkn dpt peganti yang cukup indah mcm EJAT.


semua ni salah ku,salah ku,salah ku
sampai mati ku berdosa krna mu sayang,ku dah bnyk wat dosa pdamu...
ku rindu mu sayang
rindu padamu sgt3

What happen to my self?

knpa ni selalu harus jadi padaku,knpa?
knpa bila dye ade aq x menghargai langsung, knpa bila dah tinggalkn dye aq baru ase bersalah n masih sayang dye cara diam2.knpa aq jadi mcm tu.dah tau kat laki kat luar tu xsetia pada i pon still nk tinggal kn dye.aku rindu panggilan dye wat ku,aq rindu sgt2.Knpa dye buat diri sendiri jadi mcm tu,Aq doa kn dye cpt bgu dari koma.SUMPAH aq rindu gila kat dy.SUMPAH aku masih sayangkn dye gila2.TUHAN  tlg la panjangkn umo dye.Aq xley nk idop mcm tu agi.aq harap sgt dye skrg berada disisiku.tlg la cpt sedar muhd ezad.aq kat sni rindu mu sgt3.saya nk mintak maaf kt kmu ku dah bnyk wat dosa padamu sayang.tlg maafkn saya.

knpa idop kena jadi mcm tu.klau bkn masalah ngan mama,mesti masalah peribadi knpa mcm tu,knpa tuhan xadil pada idop ku
tuhanmu taukn ku sayang pada dye tlg la panjangkn umo dye.ku xingin kehilagan dye
tlg la tunjukkn ku jln yang btl tuhan

update blog time !!!!

already been along time din update my blog,since long time no update my blog so many thing that already happen in my life.Sometime i think is ths the write think i chose in my life?I just live him like that?we know each other for along time n start anderstand what eah other want..but i dont know why i can fall in love with another guy.huh! something that realy sad that had happen in my life.1st time a guy love me untill he try to do something
crazy n now he is in hospital.he have been coma for more then 2 day. I hope god will never take away his life.becouse he is really a caring person. i hope he can find some one that realy better then me.I pray oh god bless him n guide him.i feel so sorry to him n now i can't do ntg!!!

oh god tell me what should i do now?!
he is the longest gu i have been together.we dont even meet each other be4
but i still can feel the love that he give me.But i dont realy appricate it

anything i just hope he can get up n get well soon
so many people waithing you go get get muhd ezad
be strong n fight...
exspacially your mum are really waithing you to get up from the bed

that what i can said
hope you get well soon
i know your strong

di saat aku mencintaimu (lirik)

tired,lazy

busy with exam

no time to update blog

today only free abit..

erm omg my exam this time going to die,sure bad.hmm misz my gewmok alot now he is working not like last time 24 hour be with me.he is sick but he still have to work 

omg im afraid that make him weak...

today hang out with my friend then come bck around7 them tired owh!!

now after update blog going to msg my gewmok....

vampire gurl

jin vampire,anymay love this alot

1st time edit like that <3

1st time dye mcm tu :(

knpa ya ari ni aq balik skolh msg dye xbls,kol xjwb xprnh dye mm tu
klau x sblm i alik skolh mesti dye dah msg.i isau sgt2 kt dye
xnk kehilangan dye
 takot kehilangan dye
i arap2 sgt dye ley ASAP msg i

i hate wed alot

oh today is realy fucking tired. finish at 3.30
then i have subject tat very bored n sleepy oh my god feel like just wanna sleep in class
something that realy go very sad all my ang pou money finish
now i have no more money huh...
so today i have msg my boo and telling him i wanna work
but he dint say anything,so how ya!!!

actualy so tired want to update my blog but what to do
my boo want to read i have too
he is my everthing he have do what i want
so i have to do what he want..
i dont to break my promise to him

but i dont anderstand why everytime i friend with guy
sure he will say that my boy
sometime quike sad but i know he is just joking


i think that all for today ya
friday going to have text
pray i can do it